My heart says to stay here
It feels so secure
My mind says to find another
It will feel special too.
I want to be in the now
And I want to be away
I want to find the place
That will be mine.
I want to be with me
And I want to be with you.
Loving is painful
And it’s soothing as well.
I live in this aching abyss
Not knowing what to do.
One day I wish to see,
How else I can be.